That is what I am going through also. For the last year and a half I have been a cocksucker a few times but nothing with a woman. I'm divorced for a while now but my ex knew I fantasized about men. Funny thing is I matched with her on a dating site and she sent me a message that I should put more information that would attract women and I told her I was mainly looking for men and she replied "Live your authentic life" I believe she was sincere.
I think there are A LOT more married guys who are Bi than we will ever know about....
If it is to be, let it be with me
I had tried sucking cock a few times while we were having regular sex, just to find out if I really liked it as much as I fantasized about. I enjoyed it, but was getting regular sex and didn't want to screw up my marriage or have people find out. Once the sex dried up, I figured escorts would be a better source of pussy than an affair, as in my head, I reconciled that it wasn't really cheating, just taking care of a need she didn't want to provide. The escorts were mostly great, but sometimes disappointing, and the $$ really adds up when you use them regularly. Starting experimenting with guys again, and it was a lot of fun. Knowing it was free and still a great way to get off, I started doing mostly MM action - giving and receiving head. I'd really prefer to have regular sex with my wife, which does happen irregularly now, but cock is just so much easier to get, and a great way to fill the gap. So, lack of sex in my marriage didn't make me bi, but certainly made me act on it. I've sucked dozens of guys off now, and fed dozens of them as well. Don't regret any of it - but then again, haven't been caught yet either.
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