I used to be a normal happy man married happily with my wife and having an awesome sex life. Two years back I got into relation with a gay guy and later we broke up. After that, I dated many guys and had lot of sex. Before two years I never had been physical with any guy. This affected my sex life gradually with my wife. Frequency reduced and so was my passion. Though till last year, i used to have regular (less frequent) sex with wife. But over last 6/7 months, I have become guilty conscious and unable to have healthy sex relation with my wife. Earlier we used to have at least once in a day kind of sex and now, in last 6 months we had it just thrice, that too not full satisfactory. In last few days, I attempted to start a session with her but i just did not get hard at all. I completely have lost my sexual power when I am with her, though I could get super hard when I meet any guy. I really need guidance that how to come out of this situation? I have stopped dating guys and also, stopped masturbating by watching Gay porn. Though, I can’t deny that i still like guys, but i never thought of any other gal in my life. Very obviously, my wife does not know about my such background and mental turmoil. PLEASE HELP ME, PLEASE GUIDE ME. Please share your own experience, if you faced any such issue or please suggest any free website that can guide me. I am really down and getting into depression mode. 32 years guy from India. I am sure there be some friendly people out here to help me as a friend.
