Hi i am a closeted Crossdressing sissy man/gurl. I am married and going crazy. I love my Wife, but I love Crossdressing and I love COCK and never (or all Most never) have sex with the wife. When i do I need the little blue pill to get hard. When I dress sissy and slutty I am hard as a rock, when I see COCK I am hard as a rock. I am so tired of having to hide, yet I know if I reveal the GURL I want to that will be the end of my marriage. I am happy when being Seanette! I fully shave my body except below the knees.. so as to not be noticed, but I want to shave my lower legs too. I lotion my body and shave daily I have only sucked a few cocks and I LOVE IT, I want anal bareback but but so far just my silicone suction cup 11" dildo and I can cum when I fuck myself with it. I want real cock..soo bad. I have tons of clothes and dresses, panties nylons I love thigh highs Heel all 5" strappy 7 pairs.. sissy maid and school girl outfits. Anyone else in my situation. I am only happy when I am dressed or worshipping COCK.[ATTACH=CONFIG]59261[/ATTACH]