Life these days has its stresses and must admit to feeling them at times... 'tween one thing and another it seems one drama after another.. sometimes even melodrama.. me 8s are right drama queens... k.. me too.. don't deny it at times.. Woke up after being out..banging head.. jippy tummy.. not feeling too clever, yet oddly felt really well disposed to the world.. it happens sometimes... every so often I just feel so good life passes me by and just allow it the go on its weary way and nothing upsets me.. I even smile sweetly at people normally who would get short shrift.. today is just such a day.. isn't life fucking frantabulous??? Infinitely better than the alternative I can tellya!!! Why this sudden calm? Why have the normally turbulent seas of life and me very existence suddenly gone still? I have no fucking idea.. but on the occasions it happens, I lap it up and am just a nice, if somewhat boring person in whose company to be... no tantrums.. no screaming.. no drama or melodrama.. no hectoring and no lecturing about the rights and wrongs of the world...just the calm of a nice autumn day. Even the sure knowledge that before long the glassy ocean of peace will break, just as the weather is forecast to break, will soon kick up again and the mind will suffer the torments of a rather wonderful yet shitty old world.. and beaufiful if shitty old species of rascals called humanity. And me m8s will once again drive me to rant hysterically as they act like dummies... but today?? Not a bit of it... I have one sure calming influence in my life... in so many ways she is as I am now most of the time.. smiling tranquilly as my more stormy normality stirs our lives and those of our children into frantic disturbance.. she smiles sometimes in exasperation and her normal inner calm keeps me from going overboard.. not always but most of the time.. and in these moments of Fran's own internal peace she feels almost redundant.. happily so, because that's how she is.. the kids are enough hassle to be going on with.. and when I am as now she doesn't have to worry about me making waves... although if it goes on too long she gets a tadge edgy.. for the life of me I just don't understand why. I missed France this year.. I traded it for the US for me hols so I've now traded it back...so we are off to Paris Kate and I, me best 8 and her partner on the 13th of next month. Its only 4 nights, but 4 nights in gay Paree are like 4 months anywhere else... no kids... they are off up to the cottage with me mum. 4 nights in the queen of cities... can't wait.. no wonder I feel so good right now.. it's getting close.. and 4 nights when we come back, will join mum and the kids to finish off the mid term break.. well the poor old cow will need the relief.. *laffs*. Don't fret tho.. I will have long since lost this feeling of calm well before I get near to Paris.. work tomorrow and gangs of fractious kids will soon see to that.. but for now let me enjoy the still mind of peace and love and thoughts of well being. And I hope that u lot feel just the same this frantabulous sunny if cool Autumn day..:):kiss:
i did it once on Am track train at night.A young stud sitting next to me. It was exciting feeling knowing some one could catch you.:yikes2:
[QUOTE=boca.openminded;203513]by now you should have all your answers. I never had anal sex (receiving) but I have had toys inserted and you prepare the same way. You do need to clean yourself. Even if ...[/QUOTE] I concur. Because it won't be so good if it's not so clean. Likewise, I've never had anal sex before [B]butt[/B]...I do like m'toys and I won't play around unless I'm clean as a whistle.
My first performance in front of a packed house. I was pretty relaxed up until five minutes before the stage manager called places. I checked my costume, drank some water and became aware of a sort of knot in my belly. I looked at my buddy Kurt (one of the leads) and said "Fuck it. No turning back now. Let's do this thing.". It went as well as anyone could have hoped for. The response we got from the crowd was nothing short of amazing. During the finale, we got a standing ovation. I couldn't believe it. When the applause started roaring and the lights engulfed us, I literally had tears in my eyes and a shit-eating grin that I couldn't contain. I mean, that feeling, it was like an orgasm times a thousand. Words can not describe how overwhelming it was. All those months of frustration, sweat, massive amounts of caffeine and being constantly scrutinized finally came to fruition. Hi, my name is Tom and I have a problem. I officially have the theatre bug :impleased
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For not getting back to anyone lately. Tonight is my first show for an audience. I'm in the middle of what actors refer to as 'hell week'. When I haven't been rehearsing I've been attempting to eat right and sleep. Plus things have been chaos since a Jeep driven by an elderly man crashed into the side of my house, leveling my bathroom. Thankfully, noone was hurt. My fiancee and I are staying with our respective parents for at least a week. That said, I shall return. -Tom
Recently have faced some quagmires on the site. Have discussed things with those needing spoken with, apologies given and thanks given. Am going to aspire to do better. To that end making use of some handy tools. Please don't be concerned as it is nothing out of line. Quite the opposite in fact. :)
[FONT=Arial]Past the religious seeker as he prayed came the crippled and the beggar and the beaten. And seeing them...he cried, "Great God, how is it that a loving creator can see such things and yet do nothing about them?"...God said, "I did do something. I made you."[/FONT] [B]Sufi Teaching[/B]
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