biguycancun
Apr 26, 2023, 11:13 AM
I started out as "versatile", bottoming at first but trying my hand at topping, and enjoying both. Later, while in Europe, I tended to bottom more than top as it gave me the opportunity to engage with my feminine and submissive side and desire to cross-dress. I've been exclusively a bottom for the past ten years.
My current lover enjoys my imagination and treats me carefully and well, indulging in my fantasy and deriving equal please from it. Last evening we had been making out in our living room when it became obvious we needed to fuck. We headed to the bedroom where we played some more and then decided to shower before going to bed. In the shower we soaped each other down and I kneeled and took him in my mouth. He was already hard and I edged him for awhile and then i stood and told him to fuck me. I love being fucked from behind while standing, and he obliged me by cuddling me from behind and while he was cupping my breasts, I stood on my toes and told him to fuck me, which he did, to our mutual satisfaction.
Now here's the thing: I don't view his penetrating me as a submissive act. I think of it as taking him into me so that I can give him pleasure. And even when he asks if I want to play, and I wind up spreadeagled on the bed with wrists and ankles restrained, I tend to direct what happens. So if I'm being spanked, it's usually because I've asked to be spanked. If he's sitting on my face, it's because I've said, "Let me lick your ass". If he's face fucking me, it's because I took him into my mouth and initiated the semi-violence of it.. And on those occasions when I've been parading around the house In full dress, including heels, stockings, garter, bra, panties and a dress or slacks outfit, I'm the one who says, "Undress me and lets fuck" which he does with incredibly smooth and seductive skill.
I guess what I'm saying is I tend to top from the bottom. In my current situation it works very well to the satisfaction of both of us. Not for everybody, but do any of you understand this?
My current lover enjoys my imagination and treats me carefully and well, indulging in my fantasy and deriving equal please from it. Last evening we had been making out in our living room when it became obvious we needed to fuck. We headed to the bedroom where we played some more and then decided to shower before going to bed. In the shower we soaped each other down and I kneeled and took him in my mouth. He was already hard and I edged him for awhile and then i stood and told him to fuck me. I love being fucked from behind while standing, and he obliged me by cuddling me from behind and while he was cupping my breasts, I stood on my toes and told him to fuck me, which he did, to our mutual satisfaction.
Now here's the thing: I don't view his penetrating me as a submissive act. I think of it as taking him into me so that I can give him pleasure. And even when he asks if I want to play, and I wind up spreadeagled on the bed with wrists and ankles restrained, I tend to direct what happens. So if I'm being spanked, it's usually because I've asked to be spanked. If he's sitting on my face, it's because I've said, "Let me lick your ass". If he's face fucking me, it's because I took him into my mouth and initiated the semi-violence of it.. And on those occasions when I've been parading around the house In full dress, including heels, stockings, garter, bra, panties and a dress or slacks outfit, I'm the one who says, "Undress me and lets fuck" which he does with incredibly smooth and seductive skill.
I guess what I'm saying is I tend to top from the bottom. In my current situation it works very well to the satisfaction of both of us. Not for everybody, but do any of you understand this?